It is a weird week. Many things happened and I am betting that many things are lining up for "their official premier". Today I feel empty and I don’t know why. Maybe there are too many things going on and it happened so fast, my brain just froze.
Yesterday was one of those weird days. Someone that makes me feel home was here. It was a lovely, fun and weird night. Never believe that his around. Never believe the day would come. It has been our discussion for 2 years that maybe someday he’ll come and be around in the same country or maybe the country near by. Unbelievably he did it.
At some point we sat and share stories, close by my room window. I was too excited till I didn’t realize the changes that happen to the weather outside. It was cloudy, but It’s still a little warm outside. It feels as summer breeze was saying goodbye. As the breeze pass us by, it took our stories with them to the wonderland.
Anyways, can’t give you the detail what stories we shared. But by the end I found something that I keep asking myself, when should we stop waiting?
At some point i do believe that people will wait for love. When someone has special feeling to "somebody else" and they are still waiting for his/her turn to come. Could that be one of the craziest and riskiest things to do? What happen if that "somebody else" is somebody else’s lover? Does that make any different, or is it still the same coz the theme is still waiting?Could that prove how much you care for that somebody?
People do intend to do outrages things when they are moved by something that is outstanding. By that sentence (which is confusing I might add) it means that a person could have the patient to wait even for years if, they really meant by what they feel. They just have the strength and believe. There must be a doubt somewhere inside there. But, it will be perfectly covered by all the imagination of what we want. Suddenly you just swallow all the pain and try to live with it. As days gone by you start to loose track on how long you’ve been waiting.
As the stars outside give me the company as I’m writing tonight I couldn’t help but wonder. Does waiting patiently bring you to a dead end or living happily ever after?
