Imagine you are sitting in a dark room and feel so lonely that it couldn’t turn even worst than that. Breakdown strikes that you don’t even know what to do. All you have been doing is sitting in your small couch that you put close to the window for such an event. You were hoping and wishing that someone will sneak to your room and cover your eyes. Having such a surprise, knowing that suddenly that you are not alone and you got the company that you have been hoping for through your holiday, through your lonely days.
That’s what I got, what I feel in the last days before New Years Eve strikes. Unbelievable my hope came true in the last minute. All the balls that juggles up and down most of my time, the rollercoaster ride I have been taking, the breakdown, the spirit to stand, the force you gave your self that you could be there to where you are hoping yourself will be, all the things I've been through the whole year, came a little bit to order. It feels amazing. In a way it was a sad day but I tried to see it through the bright side. There are always bad things inside a good.
Bottom line I have someone that I expected here with me through one of the lovely day in the beginning of the year. There might be something sad happened, but I feel thankful that he was here on that day. When the year change, he was standing next to me and smiled as the fireworks colored the dark rainy sky of Amsterdam. It was lovely. It couldn’t be even worst and better than that in the same time. The rain couldn’t be heavier than that, since I’m soak from head to toe. I know I didn’t spend my new years eve with all of my family, all my lovely friends. But, the happiness that I have is the closes from what I expected in spending my new years eve. I got some of my lovely friends and my special someone, even one of my lovely brother next to me, shared the moment in one of my beautiful city that I could feel home. It’s a little bit of everything in my life. That is more than I can expect. All the cheering, all the love was mixed in the air and made its own color in the sky. All the feeling resolved my own cocktail inside my belly. It gave me all the butterflies. It was lovely.
I do hope all the people in the world had a little bit of something special in starting the New Year. I do hope every single person in the world at least enjoyed the change of the year with one of his or her love ones. Or even though they might not, hope they are companied by the lovely memories of 2006 and beautiful hope from 2007. So to close this blog, I wave goodbye 2006 and spread my hands to welcome 2007!
